• State of Mind

2018.09.08

See you in a week. Back to Beijing first. ワクワク過ぎるので、最近二、三日寝られません。10ヶ月ぐらい両親と一緒に住んでいますけど、明後日家を出ったら、また心配します。昨日も大きい喧嘩がしましたけど、この関係が切られません。この状況は良くない、悪くない。しょうがないで...

2018.06.30

Right before the summer heat overcook my mind, I just got the urge to summarize the past 6-month self-recovering/discovering journey back in Toronto here and no...

2018.06.16

Halfway through 2018, 13 books done. The pleasure of reading has been slowly reaching to the climax. This year's keywords are: ACTIVE, MINIMAL, SIMPLE. ...

2017.09.14

Daily Mode Current Reading List 1. Origins of Chinese and Japanese Arts 2. Believing and Seeing: The Art of Gothic Cathedrals 3. Flow: The Psychology of...

2017.05.17

me and myself at Miharashi-tei Guesthouse (みはらし亭) - Glad I made this trip back to Onomichi city to visit Maki-san and his 13-month old guesthouse. Grateful ...

2017.04.27

been on earth for 10384 days. want to become a person who can bring happiness to others. - 刚从朋友47岁的生日聚会回来。算算自己目前活了10384天,也挺不容易的。虽然一直清楚想要什么样的生活,但在今天...

2017.04.24-04.25

wrote a letter to myself. "life is a serious joke." - All in all, there is nothing much more left for me to express. Tons of emotions dissolved in each dre...

2017.04.12

2017.04.10 with Yabu in front of a shrine in Awaji Island. Thanks for taking care of me for a year. 2017.04.09. with new friend Remi-chan, who's half ...

2017.04.07

Hit another personal record for being sick over ten days. Never happened before. Came back to Daisen with my bloody eyes and itchy throat. Frequent cough ma...

2017.04.02 late night

nose went bleeding right after I wrote this passage. Sorry for the sudden abandonment. - A month ago I decided to leave daisen and never come back again....

2017.03.29-04.02

at Hostel Len Kyoto, before check-out. - Traveling with mom for five days in Kyoto. Glad she was with me during this tough season to buffer my subtle depres...

2017.03.17

The "B" word is forbidden from now on. We teach each other to grow stronger and live better. I didn't realize that we've been living together for ove...

2017.01.29 What am I doing here.

Took a medium long shower and this question popped up again just like any other time when I'm not being the watcher of my mind and let it drag me down. Exac...

2017.01.10

The End of Floating Despite the language barrier which is painful, I still decide to give it a shot. Take life in here more seriously. Determined and consisten...