2017.12.10

wow, took me 4 days to reset and get my 50% stamina back after being away from home for 585 days.

constant nausea, mild fever plus irregular sleeping pattern and cleaning up my room with my mom’s monster-amount-of hoarding stuff…the house cleaning gonna take a few weeks at least…such a hoarder…things are stressing me out but these days stress is a commodity for me…

Physically still weak and sick and dizzy, the energy is stuck in my room for sure…

Salt and scent to purify…
hmmm

so exhausted, so tired…

cozy christmas, I’m so looking forward.

but first, gotta organize all the rooms…man…

still no strength to meet anyone else except my mama and papa…

i guess this year’s social energy is already burnt out since october.